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back to posting since i so free . plus everyone know my blog rotten le so wont come seesee . goodgood . last post is on oct22 sia . th day i quited kbox . lols .
hais ! i damn miss him uhhs . if is th past jasmine tan jie min , she will definately kill herself , hurt herself , and force th guy come back to her side . if not she will v soon got a new boyf . but this time , she never , she nv do anything . all she do is cry and cry and cry . smoke and text w guys . nv find any boyf . nv do any silly things . even got think of , but she will nv do . cause he know housheng dun like . if she did it , huosheng will hate her more . but no matter what she do , he also wont care about it . even as a friends also wont . always dao her . which makes her heart more heartbroken ):
thanks to IPman2 we then start to chat w each other on fb . on 5may, we first texted . (th day we counted as we tgt le) . know each other for 5yrs yet nv talk before. 1st time text jiu is ptgf ptbf. funny texting about last time we got crush on each other and stuff and have ai mei. rmb once i tell you that th mrt so fast reach simei, you so cute say is because you go drive th mrt :DD and alotalot uhhs. 10may we meetup at plaza, so funny when roger, rachel and ashley keep force we two tgt. disiao us. at cozybay toilet there want pangseh me, only you waited for me. then at mcd, you use all ur money just to buy mcd give me eat. so sweet. then 11may i jiu fall sick le. 12may you pei me go see doc. 12may is me and zhuanghao de dk which month is we havent break, but you are there to cheer me up. help me forget zh. slowly slowly, i fall for you. love you like you are my first love like that. although from start i treat you not good uhhs. keep attitude you. but you still torlerate me. everyday being w you is like dreaming cause both of us nv even thought of being tgt before. plus you nv jio me, i nv jio you, like this jiu tgt le. is so unreal. i thought we cn really last. i thought we really cn be tgt for v v v v long. but idk why this will happen and dk why you cn be so cold-hearted. hais. this is really th v v v 1st time i met my bf's family, eat reunion dinner w them and feel like a family tgt w them. but everything end so fast.. you broke my longest ex record and i cnt broke yours , hais .. i have 4ex. 1st one is marc, breakup because i too attitude, too kpkb. 2nd is gl, breakup because attitude. 3rd is zhuanghao, breakup is also bcox of attitude. but 4th is you, idk th reason ... hais... i really going crazy because of you. this 16days without you i still can survive cause i got mummy and ljm pei me. but i still think of you when i am w them. you know if i want a boyf is as easy as abc, but you know i zuo bu dao? i am differnt from th past. i cnt love you while being w other ppl. i cnt have bf when my heart is nt w them. you know mummy and LJM treat me farfar way better then you? but i still cannot like them. i still like you. this 16days everytime at work LJM entertain me, after work mummy pei me. been so happening, everyday go things do. too much things till supa lack of sleep. but i dk why i still got th fking time to think of you. you know life w you is supa sians? everyday nth do, no friends go out w, etcetc. but if let me choose again, i will choose being w you. sians also nvm. as long as w you, can see you, cn hug you, can kiss you, can bully you, can hear you sing for me, anything also cn make me happy. youknowyouknow? you really meant alot to me. i really dk what to do uhhs. i am so stress now. i needyou. but i am really sorry for what i've done in th past. really v v v sorryyyy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! think alot ystd, decided to not ever contact you! NV! even your birthday on 22may also wont text you! KIMHYUNMIN HWAITING ! you are th guy who make all my wishes come true. we have go sentosa before tgt, go watch movie sweetsweet tgt, celebrate your bday happily tgt, celebrate ny bday tgt, and celebrate alotalot of days tgt. only missed out valentines day ... haiis...
supa stress uhhs. beside stressing about dinghuosheng. i also stress about 2other guy. ):
haiis. being loved is way better than love ppl. but being loved by more than 1 ppl is supa stress.
爱我的人和我爱的人 ! this song best uhhs!
盼不到我爱的人
我知道我愿意再等
疼不了爱我的人
片刻柔情它骗不了人
我不是无情的人
却将你伤的最深
我不忍 我不能
别再认真
忘了我的人
离不开我爱的人
我知道爱需要缘分
放不下爱我的人
因为了解他多么认真
为什么最真的心
碰不到最好的人
我不问 我不能
拥在怀中
直到他变冷
爱我的人为我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围
离不开我爱的人
我知道爱需要缘分
放不下爱我的人
因为了解他多么认真
为什么最真的心
碰不到最好的人
我不问 我不能
拥在怀中
直到他变冷
爱我的人为我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围
爱我的人为我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围
haiis... both also v good to me. but am i going hurt both? or? hais.. i both also dw hurt. idw to make decision. i both also want. but both also gonna get hurt by me. really hope both cn dun like me. faster giveup on me. cause i am really not that good. haiis.. stress uhhs... i like both as a friend and idw to lose both friends. if i be w mummy, go work kan dao ljm, v gan gar. if i be w ljm, at bp kan dao mummy also v weird. worst is v hard to be friends like that. roar !!!!!! love ppl also stress. being love also stress. life simply just fcuk me upside down. but i really v xingfu uhhs. being love by 2 v v v good de guys. ahhhs ! STRESS !
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